What I have learned...

I have learned that I create my own reality.
The mechanics of it are subtle.

I feel and then I think and as thoughts that build upon the way I am feeling increase,
I create a beacon on the subject.

The subject of how I create can be elusive because there are at least two aspects
of any subject.

I can feel happy about the first thought but I have to be careful about the thoughts that
line up about the subject, because on a subtle level I might have negating feelings which
I may be trying to suppress due to fear or worry that I might not get what I want about the subject.

And thoughts come as a result of feelings and feelings affect vibrations.  It is a subtle process.