Vishali Durga's Gallery!
Vishali Durga's Gallery!
Re-starting!
This morning I woke up! I should be glad about that, another day to journey on the road of my life experience, here in San Francisco, California, United States... my location on planet Earth.
I am in the middle of a 40-day discipline to bring prosperity to my life. I am also at another starting point at transforming my reality. Actually, it has been in the making for a few decades now, but a recent experience pushed me over the edge. I do not intend to return to the life I have recently lived - for the past 30 years. I did all I could to stick with that pathway, however in order to survive it, I will have to "break free" from its emotional and mental demands.
To make the leap to my new reality I am using every method I am aware of to bring myself into alignment with who I know my inner self to be. I can feel that gradually I am letting go of the ties that have bound me, or rather that I allowed myself to be bound by. My interchangeable tools are meditation, chanting, tuning forks - sound therapy - cd's, books, herbs, potent foods, diet, and self-help and informational youtube videos. With the exception of the tuning forks and youtube, these tools were part of my practices 30 years ago. They worked.
I have to be firm in this process as I have allowed all of these ties uncenter me. That imbalance was not good for my focus.
First, let me establish my core beliefs.
I am immortal.
I am having an experience in material form.
I have my "costume" on.
It is pretty good condition considering my age.
I live with my family (three generations of them).
I find the youngest generation the easiest to get along with. I want to bring joy to them.
I live with a dog too.
I have a few friends that I love.
I do not see them often as they have busy lives.
I have a few friends in spirit. Abraham, Bashar, Elan
I have a few youtube personalities I like to watch these days... they are David Wilcox and Cory Goode.
My interest these days is slimming down, feeling good, transcending the experience of matter, learning more about outer terrestrial/interdimensional life and knowing where I am "going".
I want to expand my experience to include fun and educational travel.
I want to remain peaceful all day, everyday. I want to become silent inside of my body and mind. I want to be happy and intelligent. I am happy and intelligent. However I have recently come from a few decades of distraction from that constant awareness that I am at the core of my being happy and intelligent.
Today, I am in a "resetting" stage. It is requiring that I draw an emotional boundary around myself. It's a good thing for now. It will allow me to return to who I am.
Re-starting!
This morning I woke up! I should be glad about that, another day to journey on the road of my life experience, here in San Francisco, California, United States... my location on planet Earth.
I am in the middle of a 40-day discipline to bring prosperity to my life. I am also at another starting point at transforming my reality. Actually, it has been in the making for a few decades now, but a recent experience pushed me over the edge. I do not intend to return to the life I have recently lived - for the past 30 years. I did all I could to stick with that pathway, however in order to survive it, I will have to "break free" from its emotional and mental demands.
To make the leap to my new reality I am using every method I am aware of to bring myself into alignment with who I know my inner self to be. I can feel that gradually I am letting go of the ties that have bound me, or rather that I allowed myself to be bound by. My interchangeable tools are meditation, chanting, tuning forks - sound therapy - cd's, books, herbs, potent foods, diet, and self-help and informational youtube videos. With the exception of the tuning forks and youtube, these tools were part of my practices 30 years ago. They worked.
I have to be firm in this process as I have allowed all of these ties uncenter me. That imbalance was not good for my focus.
First, let me establish my core beliefs.
I am immortal.
I am having an experience in material form.
I have my "costume" on.
It is pretty good condition considering my age.
I live with my family (three generations of them).
I find the youngest generation the easiest to get along with. I want to bring joy to them.
I live with a dog too.
I have a few friends that I love.
I do not see them often as they have busy lives.
I have a few friends in spirit. Abraham, Bashar, Elan
I have a few youtube personalities I like to watch these days... they are David Wilcox and Cory Goode.
My interest these days is slimming down, feeling good, transcending the experience of matter, learning more about outer terrestrial/interdimensional life and knowing where I am "going".
I want to expand my experience to include fun and educational travel.
I want to remain peaceful all day, everyday. I want to become silent inside of my body and mind. I want to be happy and intelligent. I am happy and intelligent. However I have recently come from a few decades of distraction from that constant awareness that I am at the core of my being happy and intelligent.
Today, I am in a "resetting" stage. It is requiring that I draw an emotional boundary around myself. It's a good thing for now. It will allow me to return to who I am.
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