SHIVA - painting in progress

Transformation certainly takes time.  Yet we are transforming constantly.  Non-stop "becoming" with more caveats than we can count. 

It is a magical existence when you understand it.  When you don't confusion dominates, and because of it depression sets in, followed by anger and blame.  Not a good space to dwell in.

I know for sure that I am an eternal conciousness.  I know for sure that life as a human being is transitory.  I know that relationships are impacted by experiences and exposures and that to maintain them we must be agile, flexible and have enduring love.

I know for sure that we are all eternal conciousness travelling throught he various experiences that are possible.  Happiness is the elusive goal when you are in a state of confusion. However happiness is the dominant experience of living. My happiness has often been covered in layers of distractions.
I now desire to remove all layers covering up my joy and self delight.  I now desire to be free from being and experiencing my personal truth, that life is joyful and is supposed to be a happy adventure.  I am tired of worrying about what others are thinking, especially those who are living very close to me.  I just want to be happy and free because that is who I truly am.

No more "troubles" or challenges or problems to solve.  I am seeking joy, peace and personal productivity in each moment. 

I wish that same for others who want joy, peace, happiness and freedom!